I thought you'd like to know all those nights you paced the floor, praying I would make it home alright, beleiving God that he would some day save my soul. well he did and I thought you'd like to know. Momma I want you to know I love you please forgive me for all the times I broke your heart every tear you cried for me drew me closer to being free and I want to thank you and I thought you'd like to know.
These are the words to a song I heard when I first decided to make Momma a tape for Mothers Day when she got her Cavalier. She was so emotional about this and the other "Momma" songs that I'd found, that every year after that I had to make her a new tape but she always wanted that song on it. Eventually we grew past the "tape" thing and I started burning cd's. Finding new momma songs got more difficult over the years so she ended up with a lot of repeats but momma never complained.
When we went to Missouri for the family reunion she couldn't wait to let Aunt Paulene here that song. She just cried and I think Aunt Paulene cried with her.
As the years went by trying to be creative about the things that would mean something from the heart in acknowledging Mothers Day got more and more difficult because it's hard to buy things for somebody that had all she needed and KNEW her fruits of her labor loved her unconditionally. Oh yeah, I remember when we were real young and went to this thrift store type place and found this huge (what we thought was beautiful) flower thing that had all these little funny looking red flower type buds hanging on it. We were so excited. We decided to pull all our little soda bottle money and pennies that we could collect and sneak back to the store and surprise her. And we planned this for a while. On the way home with this red budded thing the buds was falling off and we had to work to put them back on as well as we could. Mothers Day came and we couldn't wait to give her our treasure. As I look back she acted so happy and pleased with our find but let me tell the truth now, she had to be thinking I love my kids for the effort but where, why ,who, what am I supposed to do with this and who stole my kids money.Like the real diamonds my kids were so proud of that they bought for me at "Foglers Variety" store.
Well it's Mothers Day and I went to the cemetery and honored the great woman that smiled through the red budded gift and taught me how to smile through my 3 dollar real diamonds. Great Memories.... I have plenty and as the song says" I want to thank you".